my throat hurts like crap, my nose are blocked, im having frequent bad headaches, diarrhea every now and then and a lost of appetite, but nah everyone seemed to be oblivious towards me. nah its okay i will make it on my own. ever felt a heartache before?

Cip tomorrow 8.30 at ang mo kio. heh, excited much? nah, i highly doubt so.

i've been pms~ing this few days, perhaps maybe stress has finally caught up to me? gotta chillax man, gotta chillax. relax bro, take things in your strides man, chillax. heh, that is one advantage of getting used to being alone. When you get alone a lot, you tend to develop an ability to self encourage. hmm, not too bad uh!

hmm.. i do talk before i think... thats something i gotta change, fast!

been noticing my anger's getting quite out of hand this few days. Control man control. Heh, remembered how i was forced to attend anger management classes when i was in primary school. hah gotta admit i was pretty defiant then. come on you know you can control your anger. chillax bro chillax. come to think of it, nah it is getting harder and harder to relax already. homework and stuff are already beginning to choke me, and this in turn led to a hell lot of other problems. like for instance, after homeworking for a few hours, my patience has already been stretched to its limits, then.. yeah bad attitude towards parents and girlfriend and stuff. kay man this cannot go on. gotta learn to control, gotta learn to control... realize i like to repeat what i say twice? heh its actually quite a good calming technique. relax, relax. gotta learn to slow down man, slow down.. heh, feels pretty good uh!

alright im done with my lamenting for today already! shall post again when im free~

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