yay finally had some time to read a post! gonna be a busy last 2 weeks of the holiday! ahh cant believe my holiday is going to fly past like that! been slacking for the first 2 weeks of the holiday, which i am really remorseful for. now i gotta rush to finish up all those revisions! thankfully rachel helped me came up with a study plan! (: thank god i have her (:
anyway, MY ASS AND THIGHS HURT LIKE CRAP! arghh i think today's run was the longest i have ever done. 90mins. nah i dont think that is my limit, shouldnt be, cos im planning to sign up for 21km half marathon, which i definitely will take more than 90mins. hmm things have changed so much man. hopefully not too much for me to handle. One of the biggest change is MY CROSS TRAINING! back in nan hua, trainings were half as shag as what kienmau asks us to do. BLEAH! but oh well i can feel the difference. last time, cross competitions were nothing to me, cos i know i would never win. Now, i look forward to competition cos i actually have a slight chance to win, like i always come in 1 position away from cash prize, but oh well, slowly does it :) run baby run~
PLEASE LET ME PASS MY TERMS AND PROMOTE! 1 other difference, i dont remember studying at all during sec 4 at this time. pretty sure its the same situation for a lot other people. funny heh, we're studying more for a school based exams instead of more for the national exams. THANK GOD I DIDNT STUDY HARDER FOR O'S. cos if i did, i probably will score better, and would go to NJ. THATS BADDDDD, cos i probably will just rot and die there. so stressful man, cannot tank haha. plus their cross team sucks HAHA! the cross team totally pwn my class man.
waiting for rachel to finish studying so we can talk~ i still cant believe im actually in a relationship. looking back at all the posts i posted years back, i never thought i would get myself a girl. Thank you rachel <3 im not good at relationships, never knew how to maintain them, or maybe, im simply too lazy or too impatient to bother.
" I'm a lost cause not a hero, but I'll make it on my own~ " heh thats my favorite quote when im feeling down. nah i cannot be bothered with social circles and stuff. just go with the flow man~ that, is probably the only thing about me that will not change. im was bad with relationships, be it friendship or whatever, i am bad with relationships, and i will be bad with relationships. deal with it yingzhi~
heh father's day coming up soon! probably baking some cookies ahah! i like baking~ its probably the second only thing i will be patient about. (; heh remember how i went over to ryan's house last year with some other 'brothers' to bake. pretty cool heh. made lots of muffins! WOW! time seriously flies! i remember i... heh.. confessed to a girl that day. pretty screwed up, thank god she didnt accept, cos if she did, then i probably wouldnt be with my rachel now already. thank you~ (:
looking forward to the future~ gotta train train train~ then maybe next time i can start participating in cross competitions and start winning cashh YEAHHH! hahah sorry man typical singaporean, 见钱眼开. come on man tell me who dont!
gotta update my playlist soon! all my songs are... ancient. but oh well i like oldies.
kay la, nothing much to say already! post again soon then!
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